Is it really bad to look good? Im sick of this sham of trying to be beautiful instead of sexy. Im going to dress the hell i want! So i wanted to die down the attire i was wearing after the break up with cameron but really what was i trying to achieve. Maybe i figured that if i dressed a little more appropriatley then i would be called a whore and slut less. But i went to all this effort to fall short.
Okhay, so maybe i do love my dresses. But it was a cover up for the need to be viewed differently. I didnt want to be known as the bitch that cheated on cameron. So there i went down a different rode.
And now in my butt hugging jeans i realise that my life is such a charade. Life isnt about impressing others not even getting their approval its about me. That right its always about me right? Well then- FUCK YOU! I may have gotten attention but that aint my fault when was i never their for my friends? Rarely if i do recall.
Sexy is an expression of confidence and self love. And thats what i want. Call me a whore and a slut it wont hurt. I have never felt to HOT in jeans and a tight top. Im going to dress to express not to impress. No more hiding behind "good girl" clothes. Pretty and sweet - DONT THINK SO. Why should i dress in a manner that dosent coincide with my personality. Im bubbly and quite frankly who dosent want to be noticed?
Today is a start of a change. And this is what needs to be done:
- Jeans must only be worn with heels
- Buy more g-strings
- Make up is now a must!
- Nails must be perfect or at least done each day
- Im starting to live for me!
- Pampering dosent hurt
Change here i come raging and over enthusiatic. Too much to handle? Then back off
NB: I dont mean to be mean in this post. Anger is an expression. I advise you to use it in words not physical action unless its angry sex <3
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