Equanimity

His breath against my bare skin makes tremble. I lay on his chest and listen to the soft heartbeat gently pounding against my ear. The moonlight dimly sprinkling its light over his perfection. I see just the silloutte of the contours of his body. I run my fingertips against his biceps and he smiles in his sleep. I intertwine my hands in his and its a perfect fit. I feel the texture of his hands as it goes from rough burns to smooth baby soft skin. I kiss him and he twitches with delight. I couldn't sleep with him lying here next to me. How could I? When would i get the oppotunity to lay there and just admire everything about him.

That night was the night that i was definite of my future. It lies with him and i can feel it. My heart has never raced so much simply by resting against his skin. I want to wake up every morning in his chest. I want to sleep with his gentle hands against the small of my back. I want our legs to weave into each other as we lay closer than ever before. I want to share this moment again with him and only him. He is my calm in the storm. My stable when im restless. I have never been awake and felt like i was in a dream before. The moment may have lasted only a few hours but it seemed to pass through time and breaking all barriers. The impossible, now life and for once in my life i feel the magic of love.

There has always been a strong and intense feeling inside my heart but now it seems like God has given him to me. My protector and my carer. What i feel now is much more than love. Such a connection, i have never felt before and im a grateful to been able to feel it. I hope this feeling lasts and that time does not diminish its hold over me.

What he does for me is more than love and care. He is the spark that allows me to brighten everyone elses day. He is now an extention of me. He is a part of me. With him i am everything i want to be. He pushes down all my barriers. He is my drug. He is my life. He is my equanimity...