Happiest Girl in the World

Today i am the happiest girl in the world. Over the past two weeks i have never cried so many times to sleep. Me and my boyfriend were on what he calls a "timeout". The two weeks of this break was spent crying, thinking up ways he would leave me and simply i just wasnt myself. But today the guy that i love the most in the world called me up to say that he loves me. More than he ever realised. That a person that dosent judge him and simply loves him for what he is inside is really hard to find. And i am exactly what he was always looking for. He is still concerned over the fact that i am two years his junior but he just wants to concentrate on the now and so do i. I am a person that lives in the moment and even though sometimes living by impulse often leaves to some heartbreaking of not only mine but also others, i live by it. This is my first blog and i wish i made one earlier cause i always have things on my mind.

My boyfriend is everything to me, over the past two weeks ive questioned whether love is worth the pain and now i know it is. No one knows me the way he does. He is the only one that makes me feel genuinley beautiful. He is the only one that knows when im not smiling over the phone. He knows were im most ticklish and he knows what to say just to make my day perfect. A day without hearing his voice makes me incomplete and thats why im so happy. Im the happiest girl in the world because through loving him i have appreciation of life. He brightens my day and warms my night. Thats why having him meakes me the happiest girl in the world. He knows me through and through and i know him back to front. He may not be my life but he sure is a huge part of it..