Monday, May 18, 2009

A true best friend


A person told me that you can only have one bestfriend but i insisted to him that i have three. Janine has been my friend since we were littlies in year six. I've known her since year 5 and we started becoming bestfriends in year six. From then on i tell Janine the things that are most personal and she is the one that gives me a realistic view of myself, with her theres no holding back and thats what i love about her -honesty.

Louise has been my best friend since year seven. And although our relationship started with a rough beginning...ivy LOL it grew into something strong and majorly over dramatic. My relationship with Louise is as crazy as a rollercoaster. But the weird thing is that we know how its all going to end when we fight yet we insist on fighting anyway. The reason why i love louise is because she is so loving. Especially when it comes in terms of me.

Clarisse , I've known her since year 5 but we began our friendship in year seven. Who would of thought such a intelectual mind lied only two streets away from me. She was a God send as she is my little baby and damn shes growing up (wink wink). But i love how she makes my life clearer i dont need to tell her all my problems but when i question the meaning of life she gives me direction.

All of these three girls combined create the ultimate bestfriend. Thats why i am very insistent to the fact that they are my bestfriend. With the traits they have, how could i possibly choose between them. They have been with me through thick and thin. Knowing all the shit i do thats alot of patience to have. I would go lesbian for them all!

But last week saw a tragic turn of events and i called lousie a bitch in a fit of anger becuase i was so over the melodrama. I couldnt stand helping another person cause my life was shit enough i didnt need someone elses burden on my shoulder. Because she values me so much as a friend she went home early crying- making her cramps worse. Now i am a shit best friend although she forgave me. But seriosuly... i think i cant afford to stuff up. I know everyone wants a break from life, to be secluded sometimes and just have time to theirself. But i have to man up and take in everyones problems cause thats how i have to be. Live a facade to make everyone happy cause my best friends happiness is my happiness.

A true best friend walks in when the rest of the world walk out and these three girls were there when i fucked up everything. The simple balance of school social life and that means the world to me. A true best friend dosent exist to me.. cause i have THREE TRUE BEST FRIENDS!

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