A precious love

I love him from the deep within my heart i do! Unmeasurable, indescribable and undiminshable is how i feel for him. Do you know why i over think so much. Why i have a huge paranoia. Why i spend nights crying at night over one person. Because i love him and i couldnt bear even the thought of loosing him.

I look back on the days when our love was so strong and sigh. It seemed so different back then. But although the situation has changed time and time again my love for him is still flowing through me just as strong.

I can still look into his eyes and feel like im going to melt. I can still hold his hand and feel like im the most special girl in the world. I can still kiss him and have tingles through my skin. He means the world to me. He is a huge part of my life. I trust him. I miss him. I commit to him. I need him and most importantly i love him.

I dont know if he is still low on public affection. But if he would let me i would embrace and never let go. I would hold his hands and not faulter. I would look at him and nobody else. Because even in a world with so many people he is the only one that matters.

I love him no matter what situation we are in. And i should now better than to doubt his love for me, his commitment to me. From today no more crying to sleep. No more sleepless nights. No more lost appetite. I have to be perfect for him. Maybe he will hold on if i am.

NOW I HAVE A HEAD ACHE FROM OVER THINKING TOO MUCH.

NB TO SELF: SLEEP EARLIER GIRL!